I'm sick. For the first time this season. I think I'm getting sick, that or my allergies are just being really mean to me. I can't really tell yet.
So I haven't talked to him since beginning of January. It hurts to lose a best friend. Especially one that you thought cared about you a lot. The interesting part of life is looking for those people who truely are your best friends and the one's that aren't. Brought a few tears to my eyes today... I just don't like people to hurt. Hmm. I'm very contemplative today. It's actually literally hurting because I've had a ripping headache since 8am today. :/ Anyway, I talked to the best friend today and it was glorioius. It's like a few shining moments of my day that just change everything. Love her. She is unreplaceable.
So, I can't stop thinking about someone. It is an interesting situation. I walked into a place I didn't want to be and sat down by people who I didn't know and came out with a cool new friend. God is funny that way. Man, he's got a sense of humor. It was really refreshing to talk to this someone because he really was going after God with all his heart. Trying to dig deeper find the movement. It was interesting listening to his experiences and books he's read. So cool. I'm glad I went.
I'm working on recording at least one song every two weeks on youtube. I'd like it to be a song a week, but I'm not sure I can crank them out that fast, especially with finance. Just recorded the only exception by Paramore and working on Wonderwall by Oasis. Maybe I'll catch up a little on spring break... NOT. lol I have choir tour. I'm starting to miss my wonderful family. They are amazing.
Anyyyyway. Plans for tonight. Eat. Shower. But no eating showers. Get ahead on homework. Phi Eta Sigma. Kohls. Maybe a chat with someone as I'm driving to Quincy. That would be plesant. Mkay. Welp, have a wonderful day. Jesus loves you.
xoxo
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