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Friday, December 24, 2010

Broken and Confused.

I love him. I can't get over this. When will it EVER stop hurting???????????????????? Will this tear stained face ever love again? I'm so confused with these antics. Do you even know what you are doing? Please tell me so I know what to do. Should I be there for you or forget you? Love can disappoint, but real love never fails, right?

It feels like a coursing blade down my chest, sadness trickling out ever so painfully slowly. Seeing you pushes the blade deeper. Memories and happiness that once was hits the wound and rips it back open. How will it ever heal? Dripping dripping dripping I'm not sure I'll ever be the same after this wound. It's hurts so desperately bad.
Help me Father.

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