I Became Unwise Today.

I got my wisdom teeth out today. They drugged me. I don't remember anything about the procedure... I was out. Not feeling good at all. It hasn't stopped bleeding for 13 hours and I've swallowed(by accident) so much blood that I threw up four times. I now have nothing in my stomach, my mouth hurts (and is bleeding), I'm on vicodin, and am super tired. B-E-A-utiful day. Just not feeling the Christmas magic this year. It is not there. Don't really mean to be a Debbie downer. :/ 

Annnyyywwwaaayyy. There are good things about all this. I had some delicious mashed potatoes earlier. Took me 4 hours but I ended up eating half the bowl. Watched Up in the Air(LAME) and Star Trek (Dad's choice). 1/2 way through an interesting book. I think it might actually help me deal with some things. I didn't realized when I checked it out, but it is almost entirely about death. It might help me cope. Life works in mysterious ways. Anways.. I'm going to try to find a way to sleep or try to sleep... read a little if sleep doesn't come.  I hope everyone is having a wonderful time with family and friends (I am) and enjoying the Christmas season. Jesus loves you.