It hurts. Hoping. And then getting crushed back down. Really bad. Like, worse that getting your wisdom teeth out times 20 million. It's one of those feelings that overwhelms and utterly consumes you to the point where you really think you can't handle it anymore. But everyone says it's all eventually going to be alright... When is alright coming?
I'm broken NOW. I'm hurting NOW. I'm in pain NOW. And nothing seems to be fixing my heart.
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phillipians 4:7
I can't even breathe my nose is so stuffy from crying. My teeth are aching because I've been not taking medicine today.
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phillipians 4:7
Please come. come. come. come. come. I need you. It hurts so bad.
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phillipians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phillipians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phillipians 4:7
I don't think it's instant. I don't think you'll wake up one morning and not feel anymore pain. I think it's gradual. Slowly you remember things about who you are. Slowly you discover things about yourself that you otherwise would never learn. Slowly... Healing always slowly. It's a creative process. The end result never fails to be stunningly beautiful.
ReplyDeleteYour heart will be fixed. Of this I am absolutely sure. It's just in time.
In all these things we are more than conquerors through Christ, and absolutely nothing can separate you from the love of Christ.
I love you madame.